I guess what's really missing in my life in terms of achievement is focus. Sometimes I have too many ideas and wants and I get distracted easily by each and every single one of them.

Do I really want to be a jack of all trades, but master of none?

There is a benefit of diversifying, definitely. But sometimes it just means that I have little to show for. There are many things that I want to do right now

- Riding
- SAT
- Fitness
- Musical Instrument

How can I ensure that all these activities and wants are gonna pay off? How are my "investments" gonna mature for me? How can I prevent distraction? What are my end goals?

So many questions, very little answers. All I can hope for is the continual support and push of my peers and family; Of which I have to translate into quantifiable action.

My parents are gonna kill me if they ever find out I'm learning to ride tho...