Was the least enjoyable birthday in all my (damn I hate saying this) Twenty years.
When the clock struck 12am, and well wishes poured in, I teared at the fact that a big, BIG phase of my life has just passed. I'll never get that back. All I have left from it are memories, joys, sadness, experience and regrets.

I felt old once i left my adolescence/teenage years (yea some of you may say 21, but 19-20 is such a drastic change for me)

The happiest thing is that, I have very wonderful people around me to spend time with. They cheer me up, make me laugh, get me thru shit. And for that, I am undoubtedly thankful and grateful. Family and friends can make my day and pull me out from the darkest abyss of which I rarely face.




Halloween was a blast with Tan, Jason, Singh and Comrade ZH! I wished Attica was a little better in terms of SPACE and girls, but what the hey, I had a good time anyway. Going around Clark Quay and seeing idiots in different costumes and muckin' around really was a barrel of laughs. Sitting outside Zouk and seeing the costumes and shouting rubbish was another sight!



Going out with the guys again, although was just a short while really completed this birthday which started out rather bleak. Ill try to keep positive and get as much as I can for the rest of my birthday week.

I'm very grateful for all the birthday wishes from everyone. Thanks for talking to me again, I wouldntve done it myself. Saving me from myself is really a hard and fragile thing to do. A battle of heart and mind is one where the right choice can also be a wrong one. But whatever the outcome, whatever the course of action taken, I don't want to bear anymore regrets after emerging from this state of confusion...