Remnant feelings and memories of things that bothered me since my birthday over a month ago still remain.

Sub-conscious thoughts roam free and rule in my dream world. We are all driven by just that; the sub-conscience. Weather we know it or not, somehow, it affects our mood, judgment and decisions. No matter how much we try to avoid the thoughts, memories and feelings that we are reluctant or afraid to face, they somehow manifest along the path of our lives.

Many a times, I've woken up with a "wtf..." Maybe I've just been sleeping too much.

On a positive note; Ive somewhat have been committed and consistent with my efforts of a healthier lifestyle. Although is quite short of what I want to eventually achieve, it is a very significant and motivating stepping stone for me. I hope that I, and others around me can carry on and continue with this positive lifestyle.

Camp is a place for me to sleep, think, reflect and exercise. Polyclinic doctors are there to cock-block MC's. Home is a place of love, for me to relax and unwind.

I've yet to complete my "born to be wild" project, thanks to Sony Vegas giving me trouble. But I'm trying to take my camera out more often to play and get back that feeling, passion and desire to create.

At this point of time, I'm happy with ~80% of my life. But its a sad fact that human nature will always force us to look at that 20% and cause us to be unhappy where in fact we have so much to be thankful and grateful for.